I just realised, that it’s has been a month, that I have posted my last post here. Another month has passed I am not really further in my goals. I’m still in therapy, which takes up most of my time and energy now. This is very frustrating for me, as I don’t have neither time nor energy for my projects, like my book or writing in general. And to top it all off, when I somehow have a little time and energy, my mind is blank. I can’t come up with ideas. So I’m either frustrated or frustrated. Great.
Paired with my frustration is fatigue. I’m constantly tired. I can sleep almost anywhere. I will be having a polysomnography next month because of that. I dread this appointment. I don’t like being all wired up.